Cacodemonic Copulations by Phil Hine - Page 3
- Lie naked on your bed - the room is in darkness, but for the
glow of a single candle. You have bathed and relaxed yourself.
Seductive perfumes are diffused throughout the room and you have
prepared the space as though you are about to receive a lover.
Slowly, begin to caress yourself, intensely feeling each touch,
each shiver of pleasure; imagining that the touch comes from an
invisible lover who hovers above you. Concentrate at first on
secondary erogenous zones when inflaming yourself, and stay as
relaxed as possible. Any significant dream-images that follow
such a session should be recorded.
- Repeat this experience, gradually allowing yourself to become
increasingly excited, and slowly visualize the build-up of a shadowy
form - fingers, lips, breast, thighs - parts of the lovers body
which come into fleeting contact with your own. As you repeat
the experience, associations will form between sensory stimuli
and it can be helpful if you can create a special scent which,
while having erotic associations, is unique for this operation.
You should also take care to note any particular body postures
and gestures (caresses) that you find yourself making - these
can act as sensual asanas and mudras for the operation.
- The final session of this sequence proceeds as above, but
slowly allow yourself to approach orgasm. If you are experienced
enough, and in touch with your body enough to allow yourself to
hover on the brink of orgasm for as long as possible, then so
much the better. As you approach orgasm, begin to vocalise love-noises,
letting these sounds become glossolalia - until a distinct sound
(it may or may not be an actual word) begins to repeat itself
through you. As you attain orgasm, project this sound into the
shadow-form above you, and see the shadow-form becoming distinct
and clear. You may find that details of the entity which have
been hitherto indistinct, will become clear in the illuminating
flashes of orgasm. Sexual fluids released in this working can
form the basis of a material sigil, but this is optional.
Now that You've Evoked me here, what are we going to do?
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